here we go.
goodbye friends for a small amount of time.
goodbye lover for a longer stretch.
goodbye comforts and disabling security.
goodbye stressless immobility.
goodbye doormats and clean carpets.
goodbye dog.

hello vigilance and continuous reminders of what is what, what is right, what is worthwhile, what is less empty, what is happiness.

Life Goal #676

stop spending so much of life recovering.

having no phone is sweet until organization with others becomes a key component to your week.

I wish I could get my head out of the sand, cause I think we'd make a good team

it seems like every time i try to post, i have to poo.

Tom Gill and I verbally sparred last night. Apathy vs. strategic hope. Nothingness vs. all-encompassingness. Foxnews vs. Cnn. And neither of us particularly chose a side. He is one of the most revitalizing forces on the planet, and he has sweet mutton chops to boot.

I just downloaded the blue album after listening to eric n friends cover the whole record last week. I'm about 10 or 12 years too late, but we'll see how it goes.

goddamn the sun

gotta poo, listening to the cubs, trying to have a normal day. you know how these things go.

it's wednesday right? i need some sort of physical activity today, but the goddamn rain won't stop. i've realized recently that i use language that would indicate a high level of faith in a monotheistic deity and the deity's ability to literally damn the weather to hell.

god, damn the rain.

The central portion of Illinois is an intense place. I wish I had my glasses and cigarettes and dry pants.

The Ronettes-I Wish I Never Saw The Sunshine