i wonder if feeling old is like having a hangover. weak, nausea, strange bowel movements. the point where you lay in bed and death is a much simpler option. i don't think i want that.
or maybe its just like you smoked way too much pot the night before, and your day is a kind of haze that you can't shake, so you just smoke some more pot. if that's what aging encompasses, it's doable.
5 weeks ago